wasn’t in time.

Haven’t been blogging so much eh?

Experiencing the sudden loss of my grandpa had my days pass by so fast. Things were just happening always ’suddenly’, and till now, things are just settling in, and we’re still trying to accept a fact.

I remember receiving news about him getting admitted all of a sudden because of a fall in the toilet, I remember when all was fine for him to go to another day care medical centre to stay, he got to be admitted back to the hospital again suddenly because of another stroke.

Things…. happened so fast. We thought we were ready. I thought I was ready.

I could’ve left earlier, but I just wasn’t in time… to be by his side as he passed on to a better place.

It’s been a week, and it just kinda feels weird to know that there’ll never be more creative and innovative ideas popping around in your house like, using a Nescafe coffee powder glass container and adding a straw hole to make it your water bottle.

No more big treats from you every other special occasion. No more many things from you.

We’ll miss you. Don’t worry, no more pain for you anymore, Ah gong.

say cheese!

Then I is so happy and so very proud of you, baby.

Tomorrow is Friday! Whee!

heehee!

Oh look who is back!

I very lazy to update. But you see, nice picture eh. Wah, we so skinny ah! You know how much I love Photoshop.

//EDIT:

Hello Dimi! I miss you too, and yeah! We haven’t really been talking, would really love to have you here in Singapore again! Come fast!

Anyhow, I got a job! A great job, that is. A job that’ll create a great future for me. A job that is hopefully my true headstart to a great career and a job that’ll allow me to learn and be in for many great opportunities. I am excited to start this Thursday, but it also sucks to know that there is yet another problem that I have to face and fix it. Goddamnit.

I just wish YOU could really be a supportive and understanding role in this whole situation. There are so many other chances for THAT something, but there is only just ONE in a million and thousand chance for me to get thus far. Why now? Why does everything have to fall on me just one go like that. Oh my goodness.

But anyway! I hope I get my ass into a good school in MDIS, and start stablizing my life. Hi, I am 20 already, I dont want to live being a bummer at this age.

Oh, also, welcome me to the Gossip Girl club. I’m starting to get addicted to it, a good thing to keep my mind off everything and kill loads of night time. Woohoo! Love you, Ianny.

Bye!