what? it’s just that thing in life.

For the first time in my life, I just felt that sense of failure. That sense of failure that really hits you hard in the head. I’ve failed a million times, but it just didn’t get into me. I picked myself up, and went ahead with things. But I couldn’t believe what I had to go through at work today.

I dont’t know? Somehow, it really has come to a point of time in my life, that I want to achieve something. I want to succeed, I want to be able to be good in almost everything. Well, say, be that perfectionist woman who has everything going smoothly? I know it’s impossible to have EVERYTHING just going the way you want it. But, why does that ‘bumpy road thing’ always happen in my case?

“But hey, why stay on when you are unhappy?”

Maybe, I’m just really unhappy.

On a side note, I had a great steamboat dinner the other day on Sunday with Jojo, Mellie, Leong, Rachel, Jinwen and Veron! Not forgetting the two mains, Ianny and David. Say, we call this the final gathering before they turn into the servicemen for the Nation? Mount Faber, Fabulous environment. Peaceful, cosy and cooling, what’s even better is that big sumptuous meal we had! Oh, we had Ben & Jerry’s after that. Woohoo!

Come to think of it, it’s a Friday tomorrow! Friday means I get to smell and stroke that smelly fat boy. Psst, I know it’s only been like, three days. But you know what, I say I do miss him like crazy.