hmmo.
i dont know whats up with me recently. i seem to be pretty much down and unhappy over the slightest things. and. =c
i’m so afraid of losing things. losing many things.
hmmo. and i dont wanna lose honey peas.
and it’s irritating to see things having to seem like it’s stopped for almost two to three weeks and then it comes back and start again. it’s like you’re so deprived of something. and using psychological thing to bait and hook and throw it back into the sea again. i dont care if it’s obvious in these words. i dont care. but i just wanna blog about it. just fuucking leave me alone. and stop trying to haunt me.
cos i know i have chosen the right path. and you fucking made a right decision. so, just be happy with what you fucking have.
greedy ass shit.
ok, i love honey peas. hmmo I’M MEETING HIM TOMORROW! humpf. he postponed his project meeting just for me! just for, S-A-B-R-I-N-A! hehehe. so lets all say SABRINA! wooo! hmmo. C; honey peas poo never fail to make me happy and smile again. we had some cock ups today. due to my freaking ass mood. c: but! hee. big big hugS! C; we’re just both as moody after not seeing each other for just a few days! boo! sticky poos. really sticky. OH NO! humpf. C;
well, honey! C; you know i really love you! hmmo, it’s so hard to imagine. having to see a day dark. without you. =c and… thinking back about the number of times that we ‘met’ and having to have this day coming is like so amazing. we was talking about me remembering him somehow for receiving the prize at some dunearn marathon. and the second time we ‘met’ was through some stranger circumstances. and the third time we met, was through the remembrance of some IRC nick named ‘HoldOn’. hmmo. C:
now i’m so happy i found you…. C:
dance with me? C: muacks.
*girls, please tag something? haha. i feel like i’m talking to nobody. boo. C: i love all of you! fucking loads can? hahaha. hmmo. and. please talk to me by updating your freaking blogs can!!! bah! C; hearts to all of you ok! my heart cut into many pieces long ago and placed into each of your hearts already! C: ok! c;